Just feel like the rain without the mission.

I wrote it down somewhere but that place ain't to be found. Pretty sure it was a better version of the story but I guess this is the best version you gonna get.
Besides, what is a story? I saw somewhere, in the Book of Daniel, the one with all them words that it was an event. It had more to it but all I got was some stuff happens. If you need to cipher out these words to find something that happens then you probably need to examine your life for a minute.
I guess we all get some tales that ain't no one we know got and one no one ain't gonna ever have, Sometimes you just get pushed through the day and it rolled by like nothing else has or will and you need to tell it to someone. Now it doesn't always make sense or strike you as nothing early on but then you find yourself going back through it while you go to work and you lived through that bit that made the lost parts real to you.
I was brought back to it headed to work. It was a long, bad night. The weather was off and I ended up sleeping in my truck. That always sucks. There's worse places to be but if it's in your driveway then something happened. We had fought about me being stupid. It ain't like we do that all the time but life ain't quite as happy as the movies want us to believe.
Well, on the way and feeling a bit tuned to the emotions of the world and something about the wind smelling like the big fields across the river brought it back.
My grandpappy had died and there was a couple of us there to bury him. His neighbor was the minister and he sad some kind words and I helped my uncles dig the hole. We all said our pieces and then put the box down there. We were quiet for a few minutes just with ourselves even though we were all there together. You know, each person had his own way of living with the man. He took me deer hunting and taught me to make a nail. It's enough hold everything together and keep you fed so that is worth something.
We were about to start filling the hole up when my grandma walked over to the edge of the grave, hiked up her dress, squatted, and took the biggest piss I had ever seen all over her dead husband. She wasn't a woman to be trifled with and she had her reasons but I couldn't understand this.



Have her say it.






The two were always together. They were what love is in this unreasoning world. They say Jesus is love and if he is then he was real between those two and that is real enough to make me believe. And there she was, just pissing like she had been holding it all in for fifty years. I couldn't even figure out where it all came from.
When it cam back to me, it seemed that she had to deal with so much crap and the only one who really cared was in that hole. He was there to deal with the stupidity and hate and this was the last chance she would have for that. Her dead husband would want her to do that figuring it made her feel a little better and he would be dead, who care what anyone else thinks. 

Despite what they say, folks is okay.

A few months back, I began started a discussion with a fellow at work about developing some math resources.  I had originally planned on some manner of website that had videos and other information that could help students and teachers out. The idea was all kinds of exciting so I did some walking around on the internets to see what all was out there for I had no desire to put all the work into a product that someone else is already doing. It was a short journey for I could quickly tell that the field was flooded with constructs far better funded and staffed than I had any dream of being.  I am sure I would be adding some manner of innovation but not enough to be noticed.
A little down from the initial excitement of the idea I was in the school house and noticed that the kids were all on their phones and all playing games.  Why should I bother with a big ole' website when the eyeballs were pointed at micoscreens?  If I wanted to make a product that could really help with the learning then my best course of interaction would be through mobile devices.
I loved video games in my earlier days but decided to put them down when they would consume too much time and energy.  In the past few years, I have picked up a few mobile games and recognized the oddly addictive nature of them but did not pay attention to what worked and why. I was put into a place in which I needed to do some research and so I found some of the most popular games. What was fun?  Why was it engaging?  What would work for math?  Mobile games need the most simple of interaction between player and game.  The player should have the most simple but repetitive of moves.  A swipe here or a tap there for you are probably playing with one finger.  Now what?  How do wrap up math problems in this disguise; or, more importantly, how do I deconstruct math problems so they become the puzzle?  I was playing 2048 at the time and while the game is really just a matching game, it planted a seed of an idea.  After a various pages of strange notes decorated in steel dirt, children's marker art, and my own doodles I put together the basic board for Whole. 
The smart fellow I work with dug the idea and had a basic version made shortly that I threw at my 7th grade students to see if it worked. They were around the target age and the response was more than encouraging enough for a mobile version to be made.
He put it out in the world before I could come up with a plan or know what to do next.  My favorite way to learn is to be thrown into the thick and just make it happen.  Whole has been on the market for a little over a month and we have developed some manner of boots on the ground marketing campaign with the support of many people.  TechFaster put out an article in the past two days and through that step I am finding how supportive much of the entrepreneurial community is.  People have an interest to see this project do well.  We are flooded with news of evil but most people are not.  They have their struggles and need to be selfish to make it through the day but they do want to see others do well.  One should remember that the next time the news is of the next tragic event.  If I didn't know better, I would say that the liquor companies decided what to broadcast.  "Give them something that makes 'em need to drink." On second thought, I don't know better.

If you haven't yet, check out Whole: A game about fractions. It's free for a little while longer.
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Math is just another part of the gradient of study.

As I go through my days teaching and preparing I often hear the questions of "What is math" It is no easier to answer than "What is culture?" or "What is art?" but because math is based in some definition of logic people feel like it should be easily explained.  The answer varies far and wide.  It is most surely not limited to what we teach in schools, particularly in middle and secondary education where it is often distilled into a laundry list of rules.  Primary school studies are closer to the point when they encourage kids to explore numbers and shapes to identify patterns and relationships.  What happens when you change the numbers? Can you derive certain rules from what you observe?

In reality, education has failed in some way when we start hearing, "Why do I need this?" and "What is this?"  The former question moreso for it means someone has lost his curiosity or interest, that a course of study has become a chore with only an end result.  We must strive to find ways to retain that curiousity and enable learning.  This happens when students really learn and see the horizon of possibility expand with each step.  Something as minute as adding fractions may seem small but it can have a real and positive impact.

It's a Whole new game.

So a fellow at work got talking about making some math programming or building a website.  I did some thinking and realized maybe an app would be a good place to start.  More thinking an playing with ideas and paying attention to games, I scratched out the rough idea of a game for adding fractions and Noam took on the task of coding it.  We tested it in the classrooms and the kids really enjoyed it and felt it was a good way to learn fractions. Fractions, in the eyes of a math teacher, are one the most confoundedly difficult challenges.  Many people have a hard time viewing parts of numbers as number in the spaces between whole numbers or integers.  They always want to say 1/3  + 1/4 = 2/7.  The thing is, fractions are one of the gatekeepers to algebra.  We are hoping this game can make a difference and provide students a good way to learn and teachers a little less stress. So, check it out. Whole: A game about fractions.

Zeno's Paradox

 This is the first if the typed rough drafts, I must get it down in some form to refine it and welcome any part of the discussion.


"His essential question was how can you do an infinite amount of tasks in a finite amount of time?"
How does this idea of addition/subtraction  solve this statement.
I often introduce Zeno's paradox in my math classes as a way to discuss asymptotic behavior and limits.  I am not the only one to do this for many teachers find it a nice way to consider these things.  The general arguments against Zeno involve limits but I was wondering if there was another way around it for even philosophers don't feel that such  mathematical disprove ends the philosophic argument.  In my musings and considerations, I stumbled upon both a simpler mathematical approach and perhaps a different way to answer it in terms of metaphysics.  At the center of Zeno's argument is that you can not divide something and have nothing. This is true. Even if the limit definition says the same the thing for the limit is not about the point of dividing by infinity but what that point would look like if we could do so.  Calculus added an extra definition for continuity at that point in case we care about its existence.  If one wants to argue against the paradox using the mathematics of limits one must also include that the lim f(x)= f(a) and that f(a) exists.
Zeno, like all good Greek thinkers, loved proportions.  He argued that the arrow would never make its target because it would always be 1/2 the distance closer. This simple statement is where he skipped a stepped of mathematics, logic, and philosophy.  A proportion is a form of division.  Division is the inverse of multiplication and multiplication is repeated addition.  We do perceive, measure, and understand the passage of the arrow or Achilles by addition.  (Recall that subtraction is just a different form of addition.)  While we can never divide something to be nothing or multiply nothing to be something, we can easily add something to nothing or take away to be nothing.  This element is true in the scenario but it was not expressed in the paradox.  In all logical or mathematical arguments, we need to express these things in the beginning for the argument may lose sight of simple definitions.  We turn the passage into a problem of division, which does not allow for the zero space but our original conditions do so.
The illusion of motion is turning the addition of intervals into a zero sized one.  It is viewing flight as photograph and stating that because it does not travel in zero time so it never travels.  Consider this photograph if we were in it, for that is how Zeno presented it.  If time is frozen, we will not perceive any motion or much of anything for we will always be puppets of the infinitesimal.  This moment is one of those semi-pointless exercises in philosophy for we know the arrow to travel and we know time to pass.  Theoretical physics can change the speed of time, and even pause it for light, but not for us. 
As for that original question, of which, I need to refind the source. Consider the whole path the arrow travels as one.  It goes 1/2 the distance in 1/2 the time, and therefore makes 2 intervals.  We can keep dividing the distance and increase the number of intervals.  It will go 100 intervals of 1/100th the time.  In this manner, we can find an infinite amount of tasks in a finite amount of time.  The challenge really highlights our analytic need to make things discrete and countable and the simple continuity of a line. 

Escaping in the moment.

A few phone pictures from late.  Not sure who made the snowman but it was outside of CK's after our one snow of the year.  He was about a foot tall with a leaf hat and pine needle arms.

It's another rough of a story. Some day, I will get them more better but I need to at least get them this far for me to feel like I have done anything.

    Three people stood in line behind her at the corner store.  They were all agitated at everyone taking so long since their lives were so important.  Either that or if they may get fired if they were late to work.  Regardless, their jobs were the most important ones in the world.  They had places to be and just couldn't wait on her getting something she obviously did not need at 8 A.M.
    Malinda Simpson was long past the point of caring, or at least not acting on it.  She knew they were looking at her and squinting their noses at her dingy coat overflowing with receipts.
    "Two 4'2, three 5's, and a 9."
    The clerk pulled the commercial rainbow of tickets off the stack of rolls.  She passed no judgement.  Her time selling people their daily needs taught her that all are hooked on something.  What they bought said nothing about them.  How they conversed through their bodies said much more.  She could see the condescending eyerolls of racist pigs and caught the sideways glances of the beasts needing to dominate.  There were the kind strangers helping someone buy food and even those who bought beer for the wino.
    "Everyone is a little bit of everyone and no one is like anyone," she told the young man who stopped by every morning to get coffee, cigarettes, and two honey buns.  Those words led him finish his EMT classes so he could help people, no matter who they were.
     Malinda left the store and sat in her car parked directly in front of the door.  She needed to keep it running since it might not start again.  People in the store could see it was full of clothes, food wrappers, cleaning supplies, and scratch off tickets.  Her car was her home, if home is where one sleeps.  It could just be how she got around and where she kept her few things. Malinda stayed in the parking lot of Gene's Quik Fuel.  They let her use the showers and it was generally a safe place to be.  There was a Clean Coin Mat next door.  The parking lot was were she landed after the turbulence of her actions and reactions to being ignored by her parents and then preyed upon by series of beastly men and women pushed, pulled, and spun her around in tales of our need to carry on despite the misery existence.  After one more trip to the free clinic, the nurse told her to go to Annie's Shelter for Women.  It was clean and warm and they didn't use her.  After some time, they gave her some odd jobs and she carved out a way for herself.  Few people cared but she knew that the women coming through the door felt better in a clean place.
     Malinda pulled out one of the tickets. It was red and green, Santa's Suprise, a jackpot was all but guaranteed.  She was nervous and excited.  A big smile at the dream of winning.  She started scratching of the metal powder, the action was freedom.  One of the all important agitated men behind her came out of the store and could see her eyes light hope and a real hope while she searched for winning numbers.  He wasn't sure if he felt joy or pity but he knew that his wait wasn't worthless for her.